release me

Currently: mathing, reading berni's blog

listening to: "Officially missing you" by Janice and Sonya <-- listen to it if you haven't already :). Poor Tamia, compared to them, you suck :) ha.


So I kind of got sick of blogging, which i knew would happen but today I am in a blogging mood hm. Don't care if no one reads this, I shall chat to myself :).



Holiday recap:

Hols have been good but gone way too fast. Can't believe only 4 days left crap and I still have so much to do TT. I just been shopping, eating out and working. WOO made $300 on easter monday hehe hopefully that'll cover my expenses for this hols. Bernii take me with you to the markets one day x) seems cool. I started running again yay, 4km yesterday but 0 today :( I need a running buddy to motivate me, bernii I'm looking at you, in a years time :) haha. Been going mac uni library (Y). I love going late at night when its so dead, but soon it will be invaded with school kids =='. Might start going every monday this term.



I got tutoring all this week TT how lame. Going library tonight and saturday. If you're cool and wanna work hard, find me but only if you wanna work :)

OHOH i tried chatime! hehe i love it! I am now a dedicated chatime fan =). Hey bernii, did you know we get 10% off because we work at macq? hehe. Just tell them where you work. They didn't even ask me for proof like wtf, not that I have any besides staff parking card, which is a total rip off btw! $20 just for the card then i gotta pay $4 eveytime I park, but they failed to mention that before i handed over the $20, stingy bastards.

Hope you're all enjoying your holis while they last. See you all soon.

I don't care. I don't care. I don't care, fuck you.

You're stupid. Just because I say I don't care, doesn't mean I don't. I'm a woman, its obvious. Women rarely actually "don't care" when they say they don't. All men have to do is figure out when we do and don't mean it. A simple task you would think, but clearly not. Idiot. Right now I want to punch your face in. Boxing is really good exercise but it'd get really boring unless you had something to motivate you. If I imagined your face right now, I think i could go for at least a good solid hour.

yaaaaaay happiest day of my life? perhaps this year haha

I got my P's guys, for those not on facebook hehehe I was so insanely nervous but then became so insanely happy hehe, now i can get some well needed sleep!

AFTER i complete my draft for english :)

Thanks for your supprt guys haha i think you helped calm me with your well wishes x)

nervous

HEY GUYS! long time no blog.

I've been extremely busy lately with assessments and the cbf to blog attitude also :) ha. Eunice, get blogging.....NOW! Still got maths, eng, maths, legal to go. I really don't think I did well for business, rank is gone :(. Mr Ramsay thinks so highly of me ahha weird, he was like "thats so unlike you Erica to not study enough" I'm like ergh are you sure you have the right erica? ha.

Today i went macq uni. Was productive at the start but then i got stuck on a maths question TT and couldnt go on until noori came. I hate it cause i dunno how much space to leave. Not as bad as elle tho, if she gets stuck on one question, she doesn't go on hahahaha nice! So later Lisa and Paulo came, we managed to get a room later. Cecilia, ray, camie and viv also came. Cecilia is really pretty now haha not that she wasn't b4 ;) but yes hair makes such a difference. I think everyone gets hotter when they graduate, heres hoping. How far is everyone with english? I'm hoping i can do a 3hr sitting and get it pretty much done with editing later etc.

I don't think I'll sleep tonight. Insomnia definately kicked in last night, i spent the night thinking about cross sections and various road rules haha. If you guys read this blog tonight then oh shiet. Please do not tell people about my driving test haha because it'll make me really nervous. I'm nervous enough! ha but yeh its 2moro, and my parking keeps screwing up >_>

Anyways I better frigin write my thesis, read my road rules and get to bed :) nites all

Ps. This made me LOL at the time, dw if you don't find it funny, its for my own personal enjoyment haha
erica: wait, why are we arguing?! haha always happens. Dw I like our stupid arguements :)
paul: lol..its not really arguing. And mostly because you're stupid.
erica: lol "and mostly because you're stupid" >_> nice, thanks paul

lol indeed i told you not to read it and indeed eunice you're brother is a bitch

high school dropout

1. I have no idea how anyone studies for an entire day. I think I should break up my study, instead of one full day of play and one full day of study, half play half study per day. But that rarely happens, outtings take entire days.

2. Check out my obese foot guys haha

Yeh for some weird reason i felt the need to take 4 phots of my FAT foot. Just so you can realise how fatty it is ha. But yeh didn't end up going doctors, still considering it but i think its fine. Coach full insisted i go get it checked out but im frigin walking lols, unfortunately.

3. My failed plat. Eunice says unlayered hair is nicer, do you agree? I was planning to grow it really long then get crazy layers hehe but now she has made me rethink this theory :(. I miss being able to plat my hair. Might trim the fringe to make it grow faster, so close to being put behind my ear~chyeah

4. I should be studying indo. Learning vocab is possible the most boring thing alive.

5. Farewell :)

owe

Friday
I tried to argue with Mr Hana about business exam, cause we only got 1 week offical notice
=( and its not like i keep track of what week it is gosh. But he's like no you knew it was in week 6 or watevs week it is. I forgot to ask the other class if they knew, dammit. But I'll just try my best, thats all i can do, I just wanna beat joel haha and show him once again, CRAMMING WORKS!~ :)
After school my dad picked me up and i drove home. Had my 2 shots of coffee before work (I'm becoming addicted to coffee, not cool). I haven't slept before 12 for the past week, totally not helping my insomnia. Work was actually really fun for once :) maybe its because i wanted to get my mind off things and the coffee hyped me up. I love 3hr shifts, go by so fast :). It was my parents aniversary on friday too so they went out to dinner, without me :( haha. Studied a bit then phoned with nooripoori.

Saturday
Tried to wake up early to study english and failed as usual. Went to the RTA to practice my park and stopping at the line~ test soon =0 pleaseplease let me pass! I'm telling you now guys, my car only stops at eastwood x) ha. English tutor was okish but i was so tired and not really paying attention hehe. Driving yet again, man I have to learn to drive like a grandma, 25km is so slow TT haha.

Badminton was awsome as usual, always funtimes at baddy. BUT i rolled my ankle guys, farout ha. We were doing laps up and down the courts and somehow when i turned i lost my balance and rolled, but luckily i was smart and fell with it. Bernii was like "haha are you alright" then i burst out crying LOL and she was like "shiet, TAM!". I think it was just the initial shock, I was scared I'd broken it cause i dunno what it feels like when u break a bone. But luckily there was a doctor there and he said it looks not too bad. So i had to hop all the way out to the car, biggest workout for my left leg haha. Thankyou bernii and fiona you guys are such good friends =). So I full got to make my mum get things for me haha then I was like lets try walking, and guess what?! after my 2hrs of not walking it was fine haha. But iuno, its starting to swell so gonna go doctor 2moro.

Yeh I'll update the state of the ankle 2moro but i think its fine. My mood is all over the place these days angry, sad, bored, careless, happy ALL at once. So lets turn that negative energy into positive by using it to study =) ha indo monday then biz tuesday, screwed!

broombroom

Music to my ears

So vivian gave me her usb with a bunch of music on it and wow she may have found some chinese music that i actually like haha sorry to chinese music but i generally am not a fan. But yeh I love "In Your Eyes" from Hi My Sweetheart. Atm I'm addicted to this korean song "Living in the heart" - Untouchable ft Narsha and "Livin' a Lie" - The Dream ft Rihanna. Yeh I like all kinds of music but paricularly K-pop, rnb and michael buble haha very random taste =D. Basically anything that sounds good.



Sekolah

I still hate school :) the only good part of school is to see you guys! Otherwise it sucks. Got 2unit maths assessment TT so much shit I havent done in ages like Trapezoidial rule wtf haha, scew you 4units that don't have to do it :(. I actually managed to do some slight work in english today. I think Penrose may actually be an ok teacher its just our class never wants to work haha 2 yrs of 0 work in english, you kinda get used to it =D. But yes totally 100% screwed for the assessment, I really hope Jefferys was just tryna scare people and we do actually have the question :( otherwise MAJORLY screwed.

• 15 March - Indo exam (reading and writing)


• 22 March - 2unit maths exam


• 31 March - legal exam (Law and Society)

awaiting notification for: 3unit maths, english, business

I know they're coming, but I'd just like to put it off forever :). Those people that do their assessments the night before and get top marks >_> ! haha but I've done that before. Cramming DOES work, its just the harder way.

BROOMBROOM

Just had a driving lesson. I sucked haha, we tried to pretend it was the real test and yes i really gotta check up on my road rules. Instructor said 3-point-turn, hill start and parking is fine but i go too fast hehe needa slow down at intersections and be more aware. I never look ahead fk I'm really scared I'm gonna miss the school zone. But yes 2 weeks to perfect it =D. If I don't get it, Ima cry and if I do I'll jump for joy and like bow down to the instructor haha.

The next life

So the whole no msn thing is going good =]. I'm seriously over msn, sucha watse of time when you really think about it. Very rarely do you have convos that are actually important. I'm so scared for indo exam so I shall go complete all my homework which is alot TT and then study for indo =D

argh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Q AND LIL MAN! Hoping you both have a wonderful day. I love you both so much, thanks for always being here for me :) especially when i need you most.

1. I really don't like it when people use facebook and other social networking sites to try and seem popular or mad or some shit like that :) haha like when they comment "thanks for that mad night etcetc" knowing that everyone can see it. I'm pretty sure you would have already thanked them on msn or in person, no need to show the whole world. Anyone with me? Although it does depend on the context I guess, and perhaps I am guilty of doing it myself, but i can't remember.
2. I really hate arguing with my parents. I think me and my mother are just soooo similar, too similar that we clash. She be's a smartass, I be a smartass back and vice versa :). I've decided the best way for me to keep out of trouble is to just keep my mouth shut, so that i shall do.
3. I think that I could eat myself to death, if i really wanted to haha. I keep eating because I'm bored or I want to avoid study, not good. I'm pretty sure at least 50% of the time when I eat, I'm not actually hungry.
4. I'm really worried about gaining HSC fat. Hopefully I can find time to run or go on the exercise bike. I found out this chick lost 11kgs during HSC, wtf man. Supposed to gain that haha. Inspirational eh, but I'm pretty sure she didn't eat, not cool man. I want to be fit thin, not thin with 0 muscle.
5. I'm so scared about the end of the road, the HSC. The only reason I really care is because of the humiliation if I do shit, which is not really a good reason. I keep saying I'll do this and this but it never happens. I duno what's wrong with me, I'm just so not a study person. But i think the library is def not for me, at least not with Matt haha biggest distraction alive.
6. People are using some really random slang these days but I think I'm pretty up to date. My friend was talking to this guy who she kinda likes. Anyway he said "gw" to her and she didn't know what it meant. So she looked it up on google and it said it meant "get wet". Lmao so she asked him "uhh did you just tell me to get wet?" to which he totally cracked up. If you guys dunno what it means, use that brain :)
7. I'm so fucking stressed and I seriously am not enjoying anything right now. School sucks and the assessment period is coming up which is just going to depress me more. Can't wait til holidays guys <3>

I think ima not go on msn anymore. Only on friday nights if im not out or working. So this blog shall be where i let everything out. Don't care if you read it or not :) it shall remain to be my stress reliever.