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HAPPY BIRTHDAY Q AND LIL MAN! Hoping you both have a wonderful day. I love you both so much, thanks for always being here for me :) especially when i need you most.

1. I really don't like it when people use facebook and other social networking sites to try and seem popular or mad or some shit like that :) haha like when they comment "thanks for that mad night etcetc" knowing that everyone can see it. I'm pretty sure you would have already thanked them on msn or in person, no need to show the whole world. Anyone with me? Although it does depend on the context I guess, and perhaps I am guilty of doing it myself, but i can't remember.
2. I really hate arguing with my parents. I think me and my mother are just soooo similar, too similar that we clash. She be's a smartass, I be a smartass back and vice versa :). I've decided the best way for me to keep out of trouble is to just keep my mouth shut, so that i shall do.
3. I think that I could eat myself to death, if i really wanted to haha. I keep eating because I'm bored or I want to avoid study, not good. I'm pretty sure at least 50% of the time when I eat, I'm not actually hungry.
4. I'm really worried about gaining HSC fat. Hopefully I can find time to run or go on the exercise bike. I found out this chick lost 11kgs during HSC, wtf man. Supposed to gain that haha. Inspirational eh, but I'm pretty sure she didn't eat, not cool man. I want to be fit thin, not thin with 0 muscle.
5. I'm so scared about the end of the road, the HSC. The only reason I really care is because of the humiliation if I do shit, which is not really a good reason. I keep saying I'll do this and this but it never happens. I duno what's wrong with me, I'm just so not a study person. But i think the library is def not for me, at least not with Matt haha biggest distraction alive.
6. People are using some really random slang these days but I think I'm pretty up to date. My friend was talking to this guy who she kinda likes. Anyway he said "gw" to her and she didn't know what it meant. So she looked it up on google and it said it meant "get wet". Lmao so she asked him "uhh did you just tell me to get wet?" to which he totally cracked up. If you guys dunno what it means, use that brain :)
7. I'm so fucking stressed and I seriously am not enjoying anything right now. School sucks and the assessment period is coming up which is just going to depress me more. Can't wait til holidays guys <3>

I think ima not go on msn anymore. Only on friday nights if im not out or working. So this blog shall be where i let everything out. Don't care if you read it or not :) it shall remain to be my stress reliever.