procrastination

currently: waiting for eng tutor to read my UNFINISHED feature article

Daym I was so excited, thought i wouldn't be staying up all night to do it, but even after a day at home, I still didn't finish it :(. I was actually sick btw! lol woke at 12, holy! good sleep :)

I've realised my mind changes so quickly its not funny. I'm so easily influenced. And hence I am so afraid of commitment. I am the most paranoid person alive and hence I have insomnia. Perhaps i will be forced to take a leap of faith, I certainly hope not, cause I'll prov screw it up. I love certainty :) boring? maybe but I much rather that than getting hurt, or my usual concern, hurting someone else.

I do not understand you! I'm already sick of trying to understand you. Quit whilst we're ahead? maybe.