Wednesday, October 27, 2010

WOOP :(, WOOP

woooohooooo one exam left, it feels like my HSC is already over, I dunno what to do with myself haha study eeeek. But maybe I'll start preparing my family essay for legal ergh TT

Maths - ergh I suppose it could have been worse but I wasted so much time on questions where I had made stupid little mistakes which kept me wondering why I wasn't getting it right. Lucky I made a few last attempts in the final minutes and got them (Y)
Indo - rawr eff you last question ! I want to do the exam again! But I can't :( so what's done is done. PLEASEPLEASE let me get band 5.

Dear mother, why are you so incapable of communicaition? guigiuhcjuibhajkby freak just whatever! Ok. I hope I can leave on good terms.

Woolies people are bitches! Thanks to them I probably have no shifts for the next 2 weeks >_>. I need money fast!! Interview next thursday yay. Why is the weather so horrible?~ I want to runnnnnnnnnnn.
toodles
A double exam sucked, but it doesn't suck as much as finishing on the 5th hahaha jokes guyes goodluck!

Sunday, October 24, 2010

must hang in !

feeling: so over study !

After wednesday I will be soooo happy ! One exam left wooo. But right now all I can think about is how shit I'm going to feel tomorrow when I attempt 3unit questions and indo listening, screwed! Dunno how I feel about 2unit,I feel strange, unprepared but not stressed.
Random trail of thoughts:
- Better be able to go HK! NO, I AM GOING! And its going to be awesome.
- maintaining my 6am wake up even after HSC to exercise with berno at ewood oval hehe
- working as a checkout chick in the day and a waitress at night woo MONEYMONEYMONEY!
- cleaning my entire house! Hopefully a bonus of happy parents.
- eating at my fav viet restaurant with fam to celebrate end of HSC yesh
- drained frigin drained
- please do not let indo and maths eff up my atar :(

goooooodnites

Thursday, October 7, 2010

moody bitch, maaf

I think I'm feeling the HSC stress, but my parents piss me off so easily these days. The last thing I want to talk about when I come home from a day of studying, is HSC and "do you understand everything?" "are you prepared?" "Shouldn't you be studying business instead of maths?" ETC! Freak stfu before I snap! But luckily for them I have been taken a deep breath everytime they say something and then just not responding or a quiet "hmm".

Yes I realised a couple of days ago after studying maths so crazily that shit biz and eng is first! wtf are you doing erica?!

I don't remember what its like not to be tired. I studied in the park today, its so relaxing :) except then it turned really windy and horrible :(. Where is Summer dammit?! I want to study under the glorious sun! About to head off to macq uni, freezing my ass off and studying outside :) but the cold keeps you awake! Hopefully fit in time for a run too!

Life is so depressing right now, but it'll all be over soon. Weirdest moods lately. hope everyone is well!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Not yet completely insane

Dear blog!

Friday
My final discovery (maths tutor) lesson ever! thank goodness. One last motivational speech from tutor which and then a lecture later on in the night about going library. He always comes into the room at the worst of times! I'm usually laughing or talking when he checks up on me >_>. I guess half of what he says is true, you do talk or even if you're by yourself, you just lose motivation and waste so much time just getting there. HOWEVER I also don't think I can study at home :( so wtf do i do?! Maybe I'll try study at home tomorrow TT I just have to avoid the TV! and the computer!

Saturday
So after that big motivational speech, I actually felt really shit and was lyk shit HSC Erica! So I made up a study plan on Friday night. I managed to complete 3/4 of what I had planned to do. Satisfied? hm not quite. But I did succeed in getting to the library at 9 =D and not sitting on the fourth level as that is where all you rsc kids seem to gather.

Random thoughts:
- I went to Saigon bowl in stra for the first time, really nice pho and the more expensive dishes look soooo nice as well! Def dragging my mum there! And guys we have to eat there sometime too
- For those who know me well and know who I was hating on haha well I told them and yes its resolved now? ish. At least its all out of my system now =) And yeh I think I'm done hating on them.
- why do I always have the worst timing...sigh

Miss everyone =( hopefully bump into some of you at mac! But only for a quick hello :)
Let's study!
<3 Erica

Monday, September 27, 2010

douchebag

Friday
Returned to school, how depressing. It's so weird how one event can make so much difference. I felt so weird and everyone was looking at me like "what are you doing here?" It was so depressing guys! But yeah had to sort out some bonus points stuff.

Saturday
Party. Sorry to miss W-day girls! I hope you know I still love you dearly :) and there will be plenty more W-days to come, including one hosted by me :D.
Unfortunately I did not achieve what I wanted to at that party. All I realised was wow hating you is so easy. On the up side made some news friends and caught up with some old friends. Despite the bads, I'm glad I went, therefore majority was good.

Sunday
Eating at carlo court. Vietnamese place in food court is pretty daym good :).

Monday
Sigh the sleepover kind of killed my sleeping pattern, but I forced myself to get up at 10 even though I could have slept way longer. Studied at macq uni and it was crazy packed and so many rsc-ers there and just HSC students. Better not be packed on wednesday. Also found out I was supposed to have maths tutor today, since when was I unorganised? ha. So yes maths tutor all this week, GREAT!

When we reach next week, time to frigin stress, but for now, persevere guys!
happy studies~
<3 erica

PS. really liking "just the way you are" bu bruno mars (Y)

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Selamat malam!

1 DAY UNTIL indonesian HSC speaking
1 WEEK FROM TODAY I graduate ='(

OMFG, its starting to hit me how much I love school, I am really going to miss it and all the people in it =[ including some teachers! Mr Kula, that awesome man. Not my teacher anymore but I still love him :), apparently the class is getting him a watch or something. He taught me for 5 years and told me to do 3unit TT hehe

I got punked today, one of the most embarassing moments of my life haha but I'll just laugh at what a dork I am ><, and yes my Mum was like "yes, you are a dork" lols. Thanks for making me feel on top of the world for all of about 5mins guys haha even I'm shocked at how emotional I was. However I am not suprised that I believed you, gullible indeed I am, especially if I actually want it to be true =)

Dress up 2moro!~ YAY! Better be some year spirit shown by majority of the grade cause we're just such an enthusiastic year! ha. Next week you all have to come to school everyday >=] except tuesday!~
I am bringing my cam 2moro :) photos shall be posted later.

ERICAAAAR

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Blog relief

Long time no blog!

It's not a silly little moment,
It's not the storm before the calm.
This is the deep and dying breath of
This love that we've been working on.

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms.
Nobody's gonna come and save you,
We pulled too many false alarms.

We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear, We're slow dancing in a burning room.

I was the one you always dreamed of,
You were the one I tried to draw.
How dare you say it's nothing to me?
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw.

I'll make the most of all the sadness,
You'll be a bitch because you can.
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can't understand.

We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear, We're slow dancing in a burning room.

Go cry about it - why don't you?

LOL a while back at angus' house, for legal assignment. We were a divorced couple.



Update:
- Mother ignored me for 3 days (I'm guessing because I didn't say hi when I got back from the city on friday night) and spoke to me when she found out I got a good mark in maths, strange woman indeed.

- made Dad home made chocolates c: Happy Bday papa!

- New found love in John Mayer but still second to Michael Buble who "due to popular demand" had a third concert announced =D

- Still have not cured my yumcha cravings dammit. Last assessment on friday woo (was supposed to be due on wednesday, and now I'm blogging TT because my brain thinks it has more time)

- I miss badminton :(

ODD facts:
1. I love reading junkmail, I'm so happy when it arrives
2. I watch Q&A and enjoy educating myself about politics - ha influence of the mother
3. I used to make cards and I have a massive box full of card stuff

Oh yeh, my neighbours friend visited a while ago and I kinda stalked their car =). I'm not a car person but I wouldn't mind a rich man buying me this =D


The boot is so cute, its like two doors that open like a cupboard :) hehe.

RSA! woo. Saturday equals haircut (I hope) and USYD and UTS open day-ing with mother dearest and hopefully bump into others :). Sunday equals RSG which equals job in an RSL after HSC yesh!

Nites bebs