currently: avoiding biz assessment (final one! c:)
1. woke at 1pm today HA holy what a waste of a day. Screw you insomnia!
2. Have suddenly become so pumped for post-HSC life, but I really need to stop thinking about that so I can focus on the present, the reality that my HSC is in 4months and at this rate I'm screwed =D
3. Anyone leaving the country before the 10th? hope not
4. Sourdough bread is the best! I have a thing for bread :) especially seed bread.
5. Must secure M.Buble tickets
6. Cannot wait to go HK, MUST savesavesave from now on. Do not let me buy food!
7. My dad is now an insane powerwalker, I actually have to try to stay ahead haha. He lost 10kgs and had to buy new jeans, no fair.
8. GET INTO HSC MODE NOW!
That is all :)
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
To drop or not to drop!?
Hello lovely people,
Spoke to Ms Saktivel about 3 unit today...
erica: miss i think I'm gonna drop 3 unit ..
Miss: (smiles and shakes head) NO
erica: what?! look at my marks, what is the point!!!!!
Miss: I won't allow it
LOL so guess that plans gone, dammit I was sooo happy to drop ><><>
I have recently realised what a stupid girl I can be and how much I have been just ignoring the HSC ha. Time to go back to that time where I was in full HSC mode :). If I get 90, I'll be the happiest person alive. I don't know how I could happily go on holidays with a shiet mark ><.
I want you to talk to me, but I don't want to talk to you haha =) because you're a douche, still a boy not yet a woman, but getting there!
Athletics 2moro, sorry guys my eyes becoming more fucked up, need to go doctors. My eye better not become like Sam Lee's haha I remember that :).
Chao darlings, have fun 2moro!
Shiet biz seems hard, who's started? I'm actually worried now.
Spoke to Ms Saktivel about 3 unit today...
erica: miss i think I'm gonna drop 3 unit ..
Miss: (smiles and shakes head) NO
erica: what?! look at my marks, what is the point!!!!!
Miss: I won't allow it
LOL so guess that plans gone, dammit I was sooo happy to drop ><><>
I have recently realised what a stupid girl I can be and how much I have been just ignoring the HSC ha. Time to go back to that time where I was in full HSC mode :). If I get 90, I'll be the happiest person alive. I don't know how I could happily go on holidays with a shiet mark ><.
I want you to talk to me, but I don't want to talk to you haha =) because you're a douche, still a boy not yet a woman, but getting there!
Athletics 2moro, sorry guys my eyes becoming more fucked up, need to go doctors. My eye better not become like Sam Lee's haha I remember that :).
Chao darlings, have fun 2moro!
Shiet biz seems hard, who's started? I'm actually worried now.
Monday, June 7, 2010
realese me
currently: indo-ing and sipping tea
wants to: finish biz already and drop 3unit hm
Yes I am really considering dropping 3unit,it takes up so much time and effort, time and effort which could be better spent on indo and legal. But that means i wasted so much money on tutoring ergh.
It's over woo. Honesty really is beautiful, should have just done that from the start fark. But s'all good. For those who know what I'm crapping on about, yes its sorted and over haha now I can stop stressing woo and focus on school.
Long weekend coming up woo. Study? or go out :)?
bye darlings, sorry to bother you with my mess
wants to: finish biz already and drop 3unit hm
Yes I am really considering dropping 3unit,it takes up so much time and effort, time and effort which could be better spent on indo and legal. But that means i wasted so much money on tutoring ergh.
It's over woo. Honesty really is beautiful, should have just done that from the start fark. But s'all good. For those who know what I'm crapping on about, yes its sorted and over haha now I can stop stressing woo and focus on school.
Long weekend coming up woo. Study? or go out :)?
bye darlings, sorry to bother you with my mess
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
procrastination
currently: waiting for eng tutor to read my UNFINISHED feature article
Daym I was so excited, thought i wouldn't be staying up all night to do it, but even after a day at home, I still didn't finish it :(. I was actually sick btw! lol woke at 12, holy! good sleep :)
I've realised my mind changes so quickly its not funny. I'm so easily influenced. And hence I am so afraid of commitment. I am the most paranoid person alive and hence I have insomnia. Perhaps i will be forced to take a leap of faith, I certainly hope not, cause I'll prov screw it up. I love certainty :) boring? maybe but I much rather that than getting hurt, or my usual concern, hurting someone else.
I do not understand you! I'm already sick of trying to understand you. Quit whilst we're ahead? maybe.
Daym I was so excited, thought i wouldn't be staying up all night to do it, but even after a day at home, I still didn't finish it :(. I was actually sick btw! lol woke at 12, holy! good sleep :)
I've realised my mind changes so quickly its not funny. I'm so easily influenced. And hence I am so afraid of commitment. I am the most paranoid person alive and hence I have insomnia. Perhaps i will be forced to take a leap of faith, I certainly hope not, cause I'll prov screw it up. I love certainty :) boring? maybe but I much rather that than getting hurt, or my usual concern, hurting someone else.
I do not understand you! I'm already sick of trying to understand you. Quit whilst we're ahead? maybe.
Friday, May 14, 2010
beauty in the breakdown
currently: blogging (obviously) before i continue with my legal research
wants to: be good at studying and writing almost perfect essays in the first attempt
Baby let me love you downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Baby I can break you down
There’s so many ways to love ya
Got me like, oh my gosh I’m soo in love
I found you finallyy, you make me want to say
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
Ohh myy gosh
This week has been strange.
Monday
Indo exam. Listening did not go well, it never does and I cannot see how I am going to get better. Watching indo news on sbs as my teacher suggested seriously does not help hmpf. And for speaking i had so many great ideas but i just get so nervous and my brain gets fried TT. Rank is def going to drop, but no I must be positive! and know that I can get it back.
I received an email from my teacher reminded me how course work counts ergh and I'm behind 2 weeks haha and interviews are coming up! crap.
Tuesday
Business exam. Then to maccau with fi,yat and viv. I walked in on some old chinky lady peeing...learn to shut the door! And then I did discovery homework for the rest of the arvo and still failed to complete it. I didn't understand a question and I started getting really down.
Wednesday
Tutoring, luckily my tutor didn't rage at me or I would feel like even more of a failure, I think he realises I'm fragile haha. So I now have 6 booklets to complete plus the rest by wednesday, GREAT! But my tutor just lectured us about positive attitude does help etc, he always gives us motivational speeches lols, his kid is def gonna be one smart cookie
Thursday
Got business results. Ergh don't ask. I am now very embarassed but oh well. When I got home, I didn't want to tell my Mum because I just find it really hard to talk to her about these things. But she was very understanding, and got a bit upset herself haha I think cause I didn't tell her. Big chat about the HSC, I feel better now. She wants to help me, but she can't, its upto me. But she bought me a solar moving toy thing, a prettier one than nooris xD ha to cheer me up.
Friday
Mr Hanna wanted to have a chat with me, ergh reenforcing the embarassment factor, but it was good. I did legal research in my frees :) got alot done, plan to sit alone during frees now ha sorry guys! Work was the usual, oh but i tried a KFC corneto crusher, yumyum.
Saturday
That jess watson girl is returning, you know, the sailing girl. Lol my parents have nothing better to do so they went to go watch. Now for me to get on with this legal essay. I must finish it by Sunday!
Toodles
wants to: be good at studying and writing almost perfect essays in the first attempt
Baby let me love you downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Baby I can break you down
There’s so many ways to love ya
Got me like, oh my gosh I’m soo in love
I found you finallyy, you make me want to say
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
Ohh myy gosh
This week has been strange.
Monday
Indo exam. Listening did not go well, it never does and I cannot see how I am going to get better. Watching indo news on sbs as my teacher suggested seriously does not help hmpf. And for speaking i had so many great ideas but i just get so nervous and my brain gets fried TT. Rank is def going to drop, but no I must be positive! and know that I can get it back.
I received an email from my teacher reminded me how course work counts ergh and I'm behind 2 weeks haha and interviews are coming up! crap.
Tuesday
Business exam. Then to maccau with fi,yat and viv. I walked in on some old chinky lady peeing...learn to shut the door! And then I did discovery homework for the rest of the arvo and still failed to complete it. I didn't understand a question and I started getting really down.
Wednesday
Tutoring, luckily my tutor didn't rage at me or I would feel like even more of a failure, I think he realises I'm fragile haha. So I now have 6 booklets to complete plus the rest by wednesday, GREAT! But my tutor just lectured us about positive attitude does help etc, he always gives us motivational speeches lols, his kid is def gonna be one smart cookie
Thursday
Got business results. Ergh don't ask. I am now very embarassed but oh well. When I got home, I didn't want to tell my Mum because I just find it really hard to talk to her about these things. But she was very understanding, and got a bit upset herself haha I think cause I didn't tell her. Big chat about the HSC, I feel better now. She wants to help me, but she can't, its upto me. But she bought me a solar moving toy thing, a prettier one than nooris xD ha to cheer me up.
Friday
Mr Hanna wanted to have a chat with me, ergh reenforcing the embarassment factor, but it was good. I did legal research in my frees :) got alot done, plan to sit alone during frees now ha sorry guys! Work was the usual, oh but i tried a KFC corneto crusher, yumyum.
Saturday
That jess watson girl is returning, you know, the sailing girl. Lol my parents have nothing better to do so they went to go watch. Now for me to get on with this legal essay. I must finish it by Sunday!
Toodles
Sunday, April 18, 2010
listening to: I'm not ok - The Dream
Currently: tea and indo = bad combination, minus the tea
Unfortunately I think this will be my final blog for a while :(. Hopefully I'll keep it up though, since i plan to get off fb and no msn except on saturday nights for a couple hrs HA. I did it for a week last term, felt good so here goes attempt number 2.
I got paid $30 p/h for easter hoidays hehe got payslip today. 2 people told me I was an awsome packer, for those non woolies people you're prob like wtf, who cares but when your frigin packing all day, that really motivates you >=]. OHHH I found out btw (A block asians) lol that woolies calls the green fruit papaya and the yellow one pawpaw so there you go sugna.
I keep putting my indo off fuck, and all my other work. I'm like leaving everything til the last minute, gotta get rid of this attitude. Always thinking its ok, I still have time, just get it done erica! So last day of holis shall consist of powerwalking and breaky at a cafe yay then shopping for noori's bday present then STUDY! indeed.
Tonights ep of underbelly sucked :(, but next one looks good. I can't wait until after hsc, so much drama and shows to catch up on hehehe. And reading! I am yet to read breaking dawn, lol got to the last book and was lyk cbf, next thing I knew I was in yr12.
Anyway, hope everyones pumped for school! ha not. But I get to see you all :)
Until next time, which will hopefully be sooner than later, stay happy!
I’ve seen what you’re facing, please don’t be alarmed
If you need me, just call me
You’re never alone
I’m barely sleeping, im barely eating
Until the rain turns into change
My heart’s your heart, my love is your love
And im not ok, unless you’re ok
And my mind is your mind, and my soul is your soul
And I’m not ok unless you’re ok
Currently: tea and indo = bad combination, minus the tea
Unfortunately I think this will be my final blog for a while :(. Hopefully I'll keep it up though, since i plan to get off fb and no msn except on saturday nights for a couple hrs HA. I did it for a week last term, felt good so here goes attempt number 2.
I got paid $30 p/h for easter hoidays hehe got payslip today. 2 people told me I was an awsome packer, for those non woolies people you're prob like wtf, who cares but when your frigin packing all day, that really motivates you >=]. OHHH I found out btw (A block asians) lol that woolies calls the green fruit papaya and the yellow one pawpaw so there you go sugna.
I keep putting my indo off fuck, and all my other work. I'm like leaving everything til the last minute, gotta get rid of this attitude. Always thinking its ok, I still have time, just get it done erica! So last day of holis shall consist of powerwalking and breaky at a cafe yay then shopping for noori's bday present then STUDY! indeed.
Tonights ep of underbelly sucked :(, but next one looks good. I can't wait until after hsc, so much drama and shows to catch up on hehehe. And reading! I am yet to read breaking dawn, lol got to the last book and was lyk cbf, next thing I knew I was in yr12.
Anyway, hope everyones pumped for school! ha not. But I get to see you all :)
Until next time, which will hopefully be sooner than later, stay happy!
I’ve seen what you’re facing, please don’t be alarmed
If you need me, just call me
You’re never alone
I’m barely sleeping, im barely eating
Until the rain turns into change
My heart’s your heart, my love is your love
And im not ok, unless you’re ok
And my mind is your mind, and my soul is your soul
And I’m not ok unless you’re ok
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
release me
Currently: mathing, reading berni's blog
listening to: "Officially missing you" by Janice and Sonya <-- listen to it if you haven't already :). Poor Tamia, compared to them, you suck :) ha.
So I kind of got sick of blogging, which i knew would happen but today I am in a blogging mood hm. Don't care if no one reads this, I shall chat to myself :).
Holiday recap:
Hols have been good but gone way too fast. Can't believe only 4 days left crap and I still have so much to do TT. I just been shopping, eating out and working. WOO made $300 on easter monday hehe hopefully that'll cover my expenses for this hols. Bernii take me with you to the markets one day x) seems cool. I started running again yay, 4km yesterday but 0 today :( I need a running buddy to motivate me, bernii I'm looking at you, in a years time :) haha. Been going mac uni library (Y). I love going late at night when its so dead, but soon it will be invaded with school kids =='. Might start going every monday this term.
I got tutoring all this week TT how lame. Going library tonight and saturday. If you're cool and wanna work hard, find me but only if you wanna work :)
OHOH i tried chatime! hehe i love it! I am now a dedicated chatime fan =). Hey bernii, did you know we get 10% off because we work at macq? hehe. Just tell them where you work. They didn't even ask me for proof like wtf, not that I have any besides staff parking card, which is a total rip off btw! $20 just for the card then i gotta pay $4 eveytime I park, but they failed to mention that before i handed over the $20, stingy bastards.
You're stupid. Just because I say I don't care, doesn't mean I don't. I'm a woman, its obvious. Women rarely actually "don't care" when they say they don't. All men have to do is figure out when we do and don't mean it. A simple task you would think, but clearly not. Idiot. Right now I want to punch your face in. Boxing is really good exercise but it'd get really boring unless you had something to motivate you. If I imagined your face right now, I think i could go for at least a good solid hour.
listening to: "Officially missing you" by Janice and Sonya <-- listen to it if you haven't already :). Poor Tamia, compared to them, you suck :) ha.
So I kind of got sick of blogging, which i knew would happen but today I am in a blogging mood hm. Don't care if no one reads this, I shall chat to myself :).
Holiday recap:
Hols have been good but gone way too fast. Can't believe only 4 days left crap and I still have so much to do TT. I just been shopping, eating out and working. WOO made $300 on easter monday hehe hopefully that'll cover my expenses for this hols. Bernii take me with you to the markets one day x) seems cool. I started running again yay, 4km yesterday but 0 today :( I need a running buddy to motivate me, bernii I'm looking at you, in a years time :) haha. Been going mac uni library (Y). I love going late at night when its so dead, but soon it will be invaded with school kids =='. Might start going every monday this term.
I got tutoring all this week TT how lame. Going library tonight and saturday. If you're cool and wanna work hard, find me but only if you wanna work :)
OHOH i tried chatime! hehe i love it! I am now a dedicated chatime fan =). Hey bernii, did you know we get 10% off because we work at macq? hehe. Just tell them where you work. They didn't even ask me for proof like wtf, not that I have any besides staff parking card, which is a total rip off btw! $20 just for the card then i gotta pay $4 eveytime I park, but they failed to mention that before i handed over the $20, stingy bastards.
Hope you're all enjoying your holis while they last. See you all soon.
You're stupid. Just because I say I don't care, doesn't mean I don't. I'm a woman, its obvious. Women rarely actually "don't care" when they say they don't. All men have to do is figure out when we do and don't mean it. A simple task you would think, but clearly not. Idiot. Right now I want to punch your face in. Boxing is really good exercise but it'd get really boring unless you had something to motivate you. If I imagined your face right now, I think i could go for at least a good solid hour.
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