Wednesday, October 27, 2010

WOOP :(, WOOP

woooohooooo one exam left, it feels like my HSC is already over, I dunno what to do with myself haha study eeeek. But maybe I'll start preparing my family essay for legal ergh TT

Maths - ergh I suppose it could have been worse but I wasted so much time on questions where I had made stupid little mistakes which kept me wondering why I wasn't getting it right. Lucky I made a few last attempts in the final minutes and got them (Y)
Indo - rawr eff you last question ! I want to do the exam again! But I can't :( so what's done is done. PLEASEPLEASE let me get band 5.

Dear mother, why are you so incapable of communicaition? guigiuhcjuibhajkby freak just whatever! Ok. I hope I can leave on good terms.

Woolies people are bitches! Thanks to them I probably have no shifts for the next 2 weeks >_>. I need money fast!! Interview next thursday yay. Why is the weather so horrible?~ I want to runnnnnnnnnnn.
toodles
A double exam sucked, but it doesn't suck as much as finishing on the 5th hahaha jokes guyes goodluck!

Sunday, October 24, 2010

must hang in !

feeling: so over study !

After wednesday I will be soooo happy ! One exam left wooo. But right now all I can think about is how shit I'm going to feel tomorrow when I attempt 3unit questions and indo listening, screwed! Dunno how I feel about 2unit,I feel strange, unprepared but not stressed.
Random trail of thoughts:
- Better be able to go HK! NO, I AM GOING! And its going to be awesome.
- maintaining my 6am wake up even after HSC to exercise with berno at ewood oval hehe
- working as a checkout chick in the day and a waitress at night woo MONEYMONEYMONEY!
- cleaning my entire house! Hopefully a bonus of happy parents.
- eating at my fav viet restaurant with fam to celebrate end of HSC yesh
- drained frigin drained
- please do not let indo and maths eff up my atar :(

goooooodnites

Thursday, October 7, 2010

moody bitch, maaf

I think I'm feeling the HSC stress, but my parents piss me off so easily these days. The last thing I want to talk about when I come home from a day of studying, is HSC and "do you understand everything?" "are you prepared?" "Shouldn't you be studying business instead of maths?" ETC! Freak stfu before I snap! But luckily for them I have been taken a deep breath everytime they say something and then just not responding or a quiet "hmm".

Yes I realised a couple of days ago after studying maths so crazily that shit biz and eng is first! wtf are you doing erica?!

I don't remember what its like not to be tired. I studied in the park today, its so relaxing :) except then it turned really windy and horrible :(. Where is Summer dammit?! I want to study under the glorious sun! About to head off to macq uni, freezing my ass off and studying outside :) but the cold keeps you awake! Hopefully fit in time for a run too!

Life is so depressing right now, but it'll all be over soon. Weirdest moods lately. hope everyone is well!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Not yet completely insane

Dear blog!

Friday
My final discovery (maths tutor) lesson ever! thank goodness. One last motivational speech from tutor which and then a lecture later on in the night about going library. He always comes into the room at the worst of times! I'm usually laughing or talking when he checks up on me >_>. I guess half of what he says is true, you do talk or even if you're by yourself, you just lose motivation and waste so much time just getting there. HOWEVER I also don't think I can study at home :( so wtf do i do?! Maybe I'll try study at home tomorrow TT I just have to avoid the TV! and the computer!

Saturday
So after that big motivational speech, I actually felt really shit and was lyk shit HSC Erica! So I made up a study plan on Friday night. I managed to complete 3/4 of what I had planned to do. Satisfied? hm not quite. But I did succeed in getting to the library at 9 =D and not sitting on the fourth level as that is where all you rsc kids seem to gather.

Random thoughts:
- I went to Saigon bowl in stra for the first time, really nice pho and the more expensive dishes look soooo nice as well! Def dragging my mum there! And guys we have to eat there sometime too
- For those who know me well and know who I was hating on haha well I told them and yes its resolved now? ish. At least its all out of my system now =) And yeh I think I'm done hating on them.
- why do I always have the worst timing...sigh

Miss everyone =( hopefully bump into some of you at mac! But only for a quick hello :)
Let's study!
<3 Erica