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Ok guys lets recap. Sorry if i already told you some of this in person =D

Sunday 28 Feb - fiviv 17th birthday

Fiona's and Vivians combined party. 3hrs of K = awsome =D. Then headed off to wagaya? Yeh some jap restaurant with touch screen menu oooo, BUT the portions are very small though it is nice. And shinface knew the waitress and she gave us a free cocktail hmm was good stuff but farout its like $10 usually haha. Oh yeh we played the wasabi sashimi game. I didn't get the wasabi filled one, but i ate salmon for the first time in my life! And it was horrible haha iuno maybe it was the tiny bit of wasabi, I did not enjoy the texture. And yeh i suffered more than the guy that got the wasabi haha dw guys i swear i wasn't gonna barf even though people were getting prepped for me to lols.

We then headed off to norita (korean games cafe) which was good fun as usual. Now to the embarassing bit for those who haven't already been told. The "hot/cool" waiter, well hes more cute haha but yeh ...i went toilet and came out and he came over to me:

hotwaiter: hey...

erica: ohh yes :)

hotwaiter: "points down

erica: huh..

hotwaiter: umm "points at foot

everyone: hahahhaa

(toilet paper stuck to erica's shoe)

erica: "fails at getting it off herself

hotwaiter: wait, stand still (gets the paper off)

(other people in the cafe from other tables look to see whats happening)

erica: thanks..."walks over to chair, sinks into lounge blushes like no tomorrow and covers her face

After we realised we had 7mins to get from townhall to central so i sprinted thru city in my heels wee (painful) and then we missed the train by 20seconds gosh. Luckily another came and yes drover Frank home, all up a good night.

Monday 1 March - Swimming carnival, Mitchell returns

I froze my ass off cos i stupidly wore shorts, BUT it was still pretty fun and awsome yr12 memories :), so yes for those who didn't come, you still suck =D Took heaps of photos hehe.

And yer my bro came back woo. At first he said i looked shorter but slimmer and i was like rllyrlly whoohooo but then he looked at me agian and hes like "oh are they shorts, i thot it was a skirt, ok now you look fat" LOL TT thanks but I was pretty sure i hadn't lost weight anyway, more like gained. I discovered the main contributer to the reason why im a fetty is because "my eyes are bigger than my belly". I always serve out more than I can eat but then I have to eat it cause I'm not allowed to waste food lols.

Mitchell bought be grey contacts woo. But i tried the right one and it felt weird, maybe cos i had makeup on b4 and like there was liquid in the cup of the contact. So my eye went red and i gave up for now. But, my friend said that there was diff size contacts and maybe its the wrong shapre for my eye. WTF noooo don't say such things i paid $40 for these >=0. Anybody know if theres any truth to this, pls say no? haha i think i have rlly big eyeballs, shiet. Also got nail art stuff from etude hehe and free samples BUT my bro didn't get the stencil TT that noob lol but i shall be thankful and not mention it to him. Guess I'll have to order online. He go mum this rlly cool lamp which looks like a flower and dad this jap wooden bowls and spoons set.

Ok my face looks massive here lols. At Bigecho k in city. Darren, Nathan, Trevor, Erica.

Fiona with her gift from the Carlos. Mac gel pot liner, eye liner brush and mascara. @ Norita

The solar moving toy thing Noori bought me in Korea ^^

A customer gave my mum this choc package and this came with it. Haha a choc mobile phone 8)

LOL bernii sleeping in english with her half shut eye lids, I never know if she's asleep or awake haha

I'll load photos of gifts from Korea later, cause right now my mum would be like wtf are you doing haha. Anyways study time TT

dedication

LOL this is a blog by request so just ignore it guys :)

You are my beloved retard. Your Bday's coming up soon, yeah I'm a daym good friend. I shall hopefully get time to write you a really nice letter in my morning glory letter set and perhaps a gift too =) but theres only so much you can post. The letter is enough yeh? haha. I would go to your party but yeh dunno, get back to you on that. We haven't seen each other for so long :( its quite depressing, the failed outing which I was kinda glad failed when I woke cause I was so daym tired and cbf haha but I still miss you and wanna see your ugly face x) OH and because of you I'm like the only kid alive who hasn't seen avatar >=0, did you see it without me? I don't have time for movies, and now that free ticket is being used by my rents as we speak, thanks alot! haha jks. Even though we hardly see each other, the relationship just maintains itself because you're awsome haha. OK I seriously dunno what else to say and I need shit to write in that letter, so I'll shutup now :). Getting P's soon so maybe we'll go for a drive OR wooo lets look forward to next year when I can see you whenever =).
Umm the bad stuff about you (lol): get a haircut, geniusness (i have a love/hate relationship with that feature of your personality :]), obvlious to your affect on people, so bad at reading people haha
BUT the good: you are happy to be yourself no matter what, you're never self-conscious unlike me, you always make me feel comfortable because you're more retarded than me hehe :) and yes I can talk to you about pretty much anything, but some things can shock you ha
Ok satisfied? good :) nites

random blog

Holly shit guys, my guy friend just showed me this haha I'm not that kinda girl that cares heaps about buffness and gets like turned on by muscles haha I seriously don't care. BUT just holly shiet, musta taken him ages haha

Direction

Feeling: certainty

Farout, you know whilst I'm in bed, doing my little thinking about random shiet thing that i do, I always think of great topics which I like to discuss on my blog, but then i forget to my blog becomes rlly boring and shiet :( sorry guys. Incase you haven't already realised:

1. My memory sucks ass! (no joke)

2. I have insomnia 8) hence why I am always tired (I never stop thinking) And lately there has been so much shit on my mind, I didn't sleep the whole night once.

CAN someone please tell me how to get music player for your own music on your blog? :)

The end of another chapter

It was fun while it lasted. I think i needed a bit of excitement in my life for a brief period. Thanks for flattering me, it made me feel better. But also, you gave me so much drama for nothing, oh well, I don't think I wanted to act on it anyway :). I wasted the past month on the basis of curiousity, stupid girl. But in the end I think it was a good chapter, a useful chapter, allowed me to see things alot more clearly. Yeh guys, boys are a waste of time, unless your super sure :).

HSC depression kicks in

I spent all of tues night studying for my test on financials and binomials. On wed the lesson began with a quick revision quiz. I couldn't remember anything, complete BLANK. So that totally through me off and my tutor said I looked extremely nervous -_-. Exam begins and I cannot remember how to even begin the question or which method/formula so use. 30mins left and I haven't answered any financial questions. I hate problem solving, I suck at interpreting the questions. My tutor smiles at me and I feel like I'm storming out and crying. Exam ends, the other smart girls expect to get 75%. I'll be lucky to get 5%. My tutor says he's sure I did fine and points out how down I look. I almost cried as I walked through strath plaza. I tell my Mum and she says "well you'll need financials for business so you better get better!" majorly pissed me off, so when she casually asked me about school I told her "don't talk to me" hehehe. Apologies in advance Min for failing :(. You shall either think I didn't study ( but i did! :( I just suck ) or suggest I need help with everything. Def NOT looking forward to wed =/.

So yeh after that I just started thinking about the HSC, and the direction I'm going in atm. Not happy with it guys. And that test just made me feel like I was so useless and even if I do study, I still do shit. I realised I have never been satisfied with myself, although I'm my biggest critic, I definately can work harder. I know I say this whilst blogging, haha but I really want to try now, I just hope I can do it. Theres nothing i despise more than studying, those who enjoy it, WTF! haha :)

This is why I love you guys
So whilst in my depressive state, a few friend's were worried and asked if I was ok. Tried to motivate me. Thanks to viv, lisa and fi for taking me out. Not a great start to the whole "study" thing but I think I really needed that release.

Notes to myself:

1. email indo cp.35

2. give bernii history notes

3. finish in the skin of a lion

4. study maths both school and discovery -_-

5. legal notes

6. biz hwk

This is some crazy ass spider I saw at like midnight when i was watering the garden

And this is the massive web (duno if you can see) but it went from my my Mum's office to the house which is like roughly 6m apart, fkn giant leap for spider x), I still don't get how he did it.

Random chatswood day a couple week's ago :) Rens came makeup shopping hehe (Y)

See angus, I'm slightly nice :) I only loaded it on my blog hehe
Awsome english class !

I think I'll continue to do a weekly blog, unless I get a sudden urge to express myself, that's if i have the time :(. Eunice you're insane, a blog a day, I don't understand how you can be bothered haha I'm just like ahhh cbf :). Anyways hope you're all well and I didn't bore you :]

Selamat malam.

feeling: extremely confused but cbf to do anything about it =D, give up

Man i seriously suck at this blog thing haha I think I'm better at just reading them :) BUT I'll blog finally cause I'm bored.

I can't even remember what happened this week. Friday was open high and yes (elizabeth) we did HEAPS hehe, indo lunch at the Java (Y) then i had work but I was soo tired i literally fell asleep on the train, thankgod angus was there to wake me :). Saturday bernii and I were mega bored which = lameness and made a sign for our baddy coach, ngaww but hes not taking us. Got moved up to the higher class and got a massive workout TT my abs and legs and ass are gonna ache for sure 2moro. Shooted off to tutoring at stra, and now everyone thinks Im mega sporty HA funny. Then tonight went to korean bbq at carlo court, the one on the corner. Its sooo worth it, better than stra :). Self serve wooo ALL YOU CAN EAT =D but unfortunatley i kinda ate my lunch at 6pm so I wasted my $30 on like a few pieces of meat and fruit haha oh well.

I hate that stage in relationships when you're not really sure if you like each other and you're always wondering what the others thinking but not comfortable enough with each other yet so just say whatever cause you wanna impress the other. Yeh that sucks. Haven't been through that since yr7, would really like to skip that stage.

final thoughts: I seriously don't care anymore, whatever will be shall be. Please just be honest with me and say whats on your mind :)

Hope to blog soon! :) xx

I have finally decided to actually use this thing after like what a week since i created it haha :) sorry bernii. Friday was awsome :) i still have a few photos but cbb to upload atm haha later, keep your eyes out on fb. I'm really glad that everythings sorted now and yes we can all move on happily :). Next thing to organise is formal, hmmmm any volunteers? haha shotty not. I just watched the most scary retarded movie ever "Hide and Seek" its got dakota fanning in it hm. I was so tired on friday farout, you lucky bastards that got to jig, i had legal with lundberg= no jigging. SO HOT and then i slept for like 15mins when i got home before i had to go to work TT was dying at work but when i got home i stupidly went on the computer after the "electircal storm" and became pretty awake. So saturday ended up being sucha waste, by the time i woke up and ate breaky i had to get ready for badminton. Man we had to do this massive abs workout today, i srsly need to build my muscle i have like none haha. I beat fiona in my game woot :). Went ewood for dinner, sakae i swear the waitress like knows me now haha, and they had that delicious salad they give you for free omgsh i wish i knew how to make it, its soooo daym nice. Had taikyaki too hmmmm delicious. I treked it back home in the rain unfortunately and i was wearing thongs cos i have blisters on my ankles from my stupidity of wearing heels on fri, hence my feet became disgutsingly dirty and wet :(
Anyways all up its been an eventful week with its ups and downs. But thankfully it has ended on a high :) Love you all :D

uhoh I finally gave in and joined blogspot

Today i learned: that i am sucha noob when it comes to computers =D

Took me prob 20mins to set this thing up and then workout how to post haha :) good stuff.
If anyone finds this, well sorry if I bore you. I just decided to create this out of boredom and for useful purposes (reminders) but if you do read it feel free to comment or watevs. Anyway back to making this alot prettier than it is now :)